madori six tatami mats in Oji, 46,000 yen

his letters

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Wednesday is resources day: paper, bottles, cans. I tied my paper in a neat bundle with string, the way the sheet says. Inside it were three seed catalogues. They keep coming for him, one a month, the morning glory on the cover a different colour each time.

When I got home from work, they were on my doormat. Untied, the covers smoothed flat.

Then Hoshino-san knocked. She bowed a little and said, very politely, "Those are Sawada-san's."

Nothing else. She went back downstairs, slowly, one hand on the rail.

I felt about ten years old.

They're in the shoebox now. The shoebox, as of tonight:

I wrote 受取人死亡 on the ward office card and posted it back. The envelope is under the catalogues.